When it’s 12, I need to shut the fuck up and not say a thing.
I am proud of what I accomplished in the last 2 years.
I feel good about myself.
I need to learn some kind of craft. Not sure yet what but I have some potentials:
It’s been missing out of life for years. Will get to it after I come back from Lebanon.
Will add what I have decided in the 2012 to do list. coming soon.
Never mind, my analytical skills are right.
I used to have a very very long gray hair on my arm, like 6 or 7 inches. I used to call it my lucky hair, until a friend saw it one day and plucked it.
I miss my lucky hair…
13 to 15 July: International Startup Festival.
I am going to learn from experts on how to create my own startup. That’s it , I am going with it. I took 2 entire courses of entrepreneurship at Edinburgh for this. I should go ahead. I am not the kind that works well under a boss.
16 to 17 July: Metallica and Satriani in Quebec City.
I think it’s self explanatory. right? right?
Other than that, I need to get some sports equipments, like dumbbells, yoga mat etc.
Because this guy is going to try the P90X program. Already heard from 2 others that it really works. So yep . (gym is boring)
I slept very late, and for some reason all I dreamt about it are angry dreams fighting and being angry, I barely slept 4 hours and it’s bothering me.
Why am I angry? and over extremely stupid stuff!
I don’t like this, need to find the real root of the problem…
Long ago Katkout wanted to start co-blogging with a friend of hers, I am wondering now if she ever started the blog. I am really curious about what would she be writing about.
Edit : Read this again today (wrote it at night yesterday), it seems as if I am calling myself nice/sweet/etc , what I meant what usually women say about me.
So been training and losing weight for quite a while now, and I reached a stage where I look pretty fit.It feels great, my knee stopped hurting , I can wear straight jeans instead of loose ones, and when a t-shirt comes out of the dryer a bit snug, it doesn’t look bad anymore.
It’s all good and all, but the reactions I am getting is what it feels weird. I am used to be the nice/sweet guy , the dependable guy , the guy that would be a good husband and father (been told LOTS of time that by several female friends) but now it seems I seem attractive to the opposite sex and that something I am really not used to be. When a lady is pretty nice to me, and flirty , I feel weird and in my mind I am like why is she so nice? what does she really want? maybe she is drunk or something …
Most guys would probably want to kick my butt now, but you must realise I always been that shy geeky nice(read:wimpy) guy and I am really not used to the attention.
I know I am different: I am more confident, a bit more extrovert, much more comfortable with my own skin, have a big drive again, and depression free . I should get used to it I guess.
Yeah today a lady called me hot…