Edit : Read this again today (wrote it at night yesterday), it seems as if I am calling myself nice/sweet/etc , what I meant what usually women say about me.
So been training and losing weight for quite a while now, and I reached a stage where I look pretty fit.It feels great, my knee stopped hurting , I can wear straight jeans instead of loose ones, and when a t-shirt comes out of the dryer a bit snug, it doesn’t look bad anymore.
It’s all good and all, but the reactions I am getting is what it feels weird. I am used to be the nice/sweet guy , the dependable guy , the guy that would be a good husband and father (been told LOTS of time that by several female friends) but now it seems I seem attractive to the opposite sex and that something I am really not used to be. When a lady is pretty nice to me, and flirty , I feel weird and in my mind I am like why is she so nice? what does she really want? maybe she is drunk or something …
Most guys would probably want to kick my butt now, but you must realise I always been that shy geeky nice(read:wimpy) guy and I am really not used to the attention.
I know I am different: I am more confident, a bit more extrovert, much more comfortable with my own skin, have a big drive again, and depression free . I should get used to it I guess.
Yeah today a lady called me hot…
Don’t you just love when “friends” that you haven’t spoken to in like 2 years, suddenly say hi because they need a favor from you?
Specially if it’s to get jeans that are not available where they are living now?
Not my usual type of music but I like this song for some reason.
Regarding the job it’s a no, they went with a more experienced candidate.
But they told me that they really liked me and the way I interviewed and they asked if they can call me again in a month or so , because another position might open and they are still interested in me.
I am still working on my side project and I am learning a lot, so all good .
At what age people usually start appreciating what their parents did for them. For sure for most not teenage years, when most of them see their parents like annoying people.
I have awesome parents and an awesome brother. Love them dearly.
your towel with you today.
started the design and programming of my website , the url will be myfirstnamemylastname.com , for those who know it .
There is nothing there yet.